A Moment

After all of this time it still catches me in a moment. Sometimes in the middle of the day, in the middle of a thought, in the middle of a blink, in the middle of a breath. It will linger all day or last just a brief moment, but it is always there. I feel it when I close my eyes, when I am walking down the street or when I lay in bed. It catches me when I least expect it and it holds on to me forever. That sadness…that pain that is still deep within our hearts. And the very worst part is that the minute I think I’m past it, it starts all over again. It catches me and reminds me how much I love her and how much I miss her.